I fall in love all over..

So we have officially been engaged for a week today. I am very happily overwhelmed, and cannot believe how much we've got to do. My mentality is the sooner things are booked, decided upon, and planned - the better. Too soon is better than late, in my humble opinion. It probably comes off as a little psychotic - but I think everyone assumed that's how I would get. I don't even want to control anything... it could all be decided for me, really. I just want it done. Yep, definitely psychotic sounding. In a more positive light, I think we might actually get to have the wedding where we both want it to be! It's going to be hard to pull off, but I can't envision it being anywhere else. I figure, if it does have to be negotiated - I will be able to deal with the change though. I can literally close my eyes, and see it all before me - like a movie I've watched a thousand times. I know every word, every movement.. but at the same time, the details are blurry - like I've instantly forgotten moments after remembering. 1.5 years sounds so far away - but once I'm sitting down and going over things it feels like not enough time at all. Ahhh, we'll pull it off - we're pretty good at making everything come from nothing us two :) So much to do, but so much more to look forward too.