it's been a long day, always.

No sleep. Maybe an hour, or two - that were consecutive. In all, maybe 3 or 4 hours here and there. I don't know how anyone functions without basic sleep patterns. I'm completely wired on red bull, and tea - and I know by noon it will wear off and I will be exhausted. Funny, even as I was opening the red bull I thought.. this is going to kill me. It probably will, no big deal though... I am now pro at coming back from the dead. The girls have no sympathy for me either, not that I had expected any. But unexpected surprises are always appreciated in my line of work. They we're seemingly angel's this morning in comparison to other mornings when I lay in bed trying to talk myself into opening my eyes. No pack of gum half eaten, or books ripped apart... just random toys strewn across the house, and a banana half destroyed on the kitchen table. Maybe, just maybe, if I keep laying in bed every morning they will stop destroying anything, period. Not likely - probably should just get up when they get up. we'll see - for now, I need all the sleep I can get. No breaks = katie stays in bed for some extra shut eye. There should be like, a free nanny on-call for single moms. I think that would be great. What else would be great? getting spoiled. Someone spoil me goddamnit!! Okay - I'm going to play tea party dress up... maybe even shower! Happy Monday.