love that will not betray you, dismay or enslave you ... it will set you free.

So that would be the third time, I've written a complete blog - and deleted it all. Not by accident either, but because nothing I'm trying to say seems to be coming out right. I can't manage a comprehensible sentence to explain this feeling - or to show you where I'm at. I guess, the only way I can put it is 'fireworks'. I know you get it, so I don't really need to explain - I just want to put it down, so I can better understand. We've already concluded months ago though, that there is no understanding - there is no explaining. It just is, what it is - and nothing turns out the way we plan it, but that's okay too. I'm back at the start, and my arms - are still wide open. Still completely, head over bloody heels! today is going to be a good day.