caught, somewhere between the surges of emotion that will pull me under at a moments notice. the hardest thing I've done yet, is coming back up for air - force myself to the surface, because I can't just give in. and so, I will let the tide eventually wash me up on shore. I just need to make sure, that I keep breathing...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kALSETZ9ngk&feature=bf_next&list=FLoxe3Yc5_jovNxeQ9nA1oDA&lf=plpp_video
its really not very nice, at all... and it sucks that everyone seems to think i chose this/want this.
ReplyDeletei hope you sleep well. i hope, maybe one day, everyone will see.