fool

how can you be so angry if your so sad? The crippling sadness that I know, does not leave room for ferocious animosity. so I can't help but feel like I am going to fall into another trap to get me where you want me. Make me vulnerable, make me weak - and wait until I feel helpless again.. put on the mask of someone who would do anything to make me happy. and the moment I agree, you'll turn and run away. It's so easy to play nice long enough to fool.