Ive been away, alone, this season.

and it only takes a moment, though I thought it would take longer. and maybe it was never meant to be, maybe we fell for something that was never really there to begin with. I wonder if you feel like a fool, for I know I am one. I wonder if it ever really mattered. and some days the constant lag is too much to bear and I feel myself slipping. and now I'm scared, to face the days that will come. but it only took a moment, and I knew it was dead.. it was laying there, on the floor at my feet. I thought it would take longer, than that.