I'm not sad that your gone. I'm not angry that you left. I'm not hurt that you never called. I'm not discouraged that you couldn't care enough to come for her. What I'm sad about is the wasted time. What I'm angry about is the lies. I'm hurt that I let myself believe you were my best friend. I'm discouraged because she still misses you.
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will, so don’t worry about the people from your past, there’s a reason they didn’t make it into your future.
I'm a better person because your gone - and everything happens for a reason. Changing anything from my past would mean I would not be where I am right now, and for that - I wouldn't dream of such a thing. I don't need a designated day, to share my love to the important people in my life - but I will take the opportunity to thanks the ones who have stuck around. The ones who, with eyes closed shut - took so many leaps with me off those cliffs..."just praying that it wasn't shallow, and the rocks were sparse". I would not be who I am today without you all - and I appreciate and love you all very much. <3 thank you.
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