come on baby, give me a kiss that'll last all week

we can blow up. we can explode. we can yell, and scream, and cry. and everything is alright - because we are here with no expectations. I take in everything - and breathe it in and out, digest every particle of our dispute... and come out with a resolution. I'm still learning you, and you are still learning me - and everyone will say "maybe you should wait" and I have no explanation for why we won't, nothing that is substantial or satisfactory. I can't find words, to explain how I know this is whats next, and why its right. So let them doubt, let them feel scared and unsure. I will confidently grasp your hand in mine, and take every leap that we must into our future. I'm excited, mixed with terrified & nervous. Happy mixed with anxious and exhilarated. I couldn't have given you an explanation 2, 5, 10 years ago - as to what this would feel like... and here I am, still unable to explain. The rest of our lives, is where we'll go together - and I now understand the feeling of not being able to see any of it happening, without you at my side. Fiance, Partner, Lover, Friend, Confident - call it whatever you want, but I love you and that's what matters.