i tell myself.

you're in the dark, swinging. no matter how passionate, or how much anger you put behind the throw you always come up short. the result is never what you wanted, and you'll never make the mark. you take another swing, and you fall on your face. you wonder what it will take to make you quit. what are you after anyways? I ask myself. You'll never get what you are after. The end result will never be what you're hoping for. so how long until you turn on the lights, stop blindly taking shots and own up. yesterday is going nowhere, and tomorrow is slipping away too fast. wake up!!!! WAKE UP!!! you are only making it worse for yourself. stop fighting the nothing that's left, close the chapter, make peace with your anger and move on. you're heart can't take much more of this.