stop pretending, i'm so tired.

and there it is. that's what I was waiting for.. and why am i surprised? It was empty for me, it was nothing - I let my heart be cold, and didn't see the consequence. It won't be nothing for her. The fall will be quick, just like it was... it shouldn't hurt like this. It shouldn't matter... it shouldn't phase me. So why am I fetal positioned, sobbing? why am I unable to breath because the attacks come so strong, one after another. I hope you break her heart, too.