proof is such a tricky thing. The evidence you need is sometimes unattainable, and often times it doesn't even exist - words are slippery and the past is but a memory. All we have is now. And tomorrow and the rest. And I often find myself in a state of "what's the point?" Why....What is in it for me? My whole world is devoted to doing and giving to other people.... why put more weight on my shoulders? Because that's who I am. Giving up is not something I do, and hurting people is not something I swallow easily. I always want to give. I want to make life a better place for people I care about.... but I'm left wondering... who cares if its better for me?
sure, maybe i sucked at showing it and doing it... but i always cared about helping you.
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