but he don't recognize me anymore

A song to go with every mood, every epic moment in time. A phrase or lyric that will fit perfectly like a puzzle piece into my head for whats happening in front of me, within me, around me. Sometimes it's out of my hands and the best I can do is to let it go, and watch it fade. God knows I fucking tried, and I paid for my efforts. I dreamt of something unattainable, and I held on so tightly - maybe too tight. Life comes in waves and bad things happen, and all I can do now is learn. Who knew there would be so much to learn, so much to know, so many wrong decisions waiting to be made. If it brought me here, and it lead me to right - was it really that wrong? It's so hard to move forward holding on to all the baggage from my past... letting it go sounds so easy. I keep these boxes stock piled in the back, packed full of yesterdays. I seem to have missed summer all together, so missing spring cleaning seems to fit well. My head hasn't caught up to my heart, surprisingly; it's so often the other way around. I stopped blaming the accomplices, stopped holding anger and resentment - it's just empty now. It all happens for a reason.. not for some divine intervention, or because of fate... but merely to bring us to the next happening in time. It is just a sequence of events and you can do what you want with it, but it will be yours and when it comes to an end no one can own the roads you took and what aided your decisions but you. Own it.