clear my thoughts, eat my brain.

I am my own worst enemy. I hate you for knowing it - and making me face it. In fact I hate you so much that I love you for it. Thank you for showing me the ups and downs I'd rather ignore - for making me face my fears - and for fighting for the right to stand up for what you want. I know I'm hard to take, I'm even harder to hold - but I'm worth it, I swear. Distance makes the heart grow stronger, some people say - I don't know if I agree about the strong part, but it definitely does something. I miss you, and I love you and 6 days feels way too long - but I know it will go by quickly and soon enough, there you'll be.