1.03.2012
you take whats yours and ill take whats mine
pretend that it wont change anything for them, we both know it will. anything to give you an upper hand. this incessant need for control over the daily course of life is only getting in the way, and stopping any progress. so whose to say they're not better off? i don't believe the thick and poison laced whispers that escape from your pursed lips. i don't trust the vague attempts. i don't understand the cruel and vile temperament. and once again, here i am - left with nothing, but everything at the same time. here i am, expected to make my mark... when i'm all dried up and i don't have any juice left to move onwards. and i'll watch them grow, without someone who promised forever. if it's not great, it's not good enough.
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#1 - nothing to DO with control, AT all. as Dad, and having raised her for the last 2.5 years, I have a right to be a part of those conversations. It directly involves me, just as it directly involves you, him, and Em.
ReplyDelete#2 - "and i'll watch them grow, without someone who promised forever." you kicked me out. thats not a decision I made, or would have EVER made. Don't try blaming that on me - that weight is all on your shoulders.
And what beautiful strong shoulders they are <3
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