she says its only in my head.

The light crept in too soon, and the numbers on the clock were too far past where I wanted to find them. Your arms were warm, your skin smooth and the small of your back so inviting for the round of my belly. He moves so much when he can feel you close by. I could lay there forever, and shut off the world. Your lips kept me hanging there, as you rolled out of bed and up into the world of the moving people. I wish the people of the world would just stop moving for a little while. The darkness is not long enough when the sheets are that warm, and your body is next to mine. The roller coaster of our life has kept me in a constant state of motion-sickness, and until now, I haven't felt stable on my feet. My knees have stopped shaking, my head feels steady and I can see blue skies in the forecast. It feels like its been a long time. So much happening in such a little time, and I am constantly perplexed by times ability to catch me off guard. 15 weeks, and life as we know it will be forever gone. So for now, until those days have gone and I am waking up with a new life next to our warm bodies - I will stay close to yours. I will wake in the crevices of the dips and turns of your body, safe and warm. Pull the blinds shut, unplug the clock - and smile.