I have no reason to reason with you

When the universe is determined to keep you down, sometimes you just have to lay low and wait it out. It's no easy task, waiting. But I have learned over time that if you respect the process, your efforts will be rewarded. It may not take the form you are anticipating, but if you can look past your expectations to where the reward is you will find a new meaning. Above all I have tarted to accept that no matter how long I stand her pounding on this wall, it is not going to transform into a door. It's time to put my fists down, and let my actions do the talking. I have no want or desire to confront that war zone anymore, and I am content knowing that despite the hurdles I am doing the best with what I have available to me (meanwhile working to getting those things that are not so readily available). I will not fight and kick and scream, I have earned the right not too. It won't be handed, but if you work for it, I will hand deliver it.