"say what you feel"

Within the routines of everyday life, lies opportunity to change. I watch these three humans with such intensity that I am sometimes missing the point. Such sensitivity can create a frustration in me that I didn't know possible, didn't know I was capable of - but I am learning. Always on the move, pacing towards the next something... and I woke up today and decided to honor the idea of living in the moment. It's so easy to say, so much harder to do - but I know it can only help us grow as a unit. Take the moment as it comes, and make the best of it. Take time, think critically and react less. If you let them guide you, the world is magical. It has been so long since I felt like I was capable of making these changes in our life. I can get so caught up in the mess of my shattered heart, that I forget their hearts have been shattered too - and in the end, what they count on is me. This three incredible humans look to me for the stability they can't find elsewhere. They look to me for an understanding of what is right and wrong, they look to me for the comfort and security that allows them to be themselves. Their reaction to situations I have created or put stress on is not to be punished, it is to be respected. "Feelings are something that just happen each day, and whatever we're feeling inside is okay!"