spring clearing

Like the snow melting into puddles at my feet, I feel the sadness slowly doing the same. Thawing. And I drive into the sun, hoping to catch it for only a few moments longer. It's been so long since we danced. Everything changes when the world turns from one season to the next.. and we wait, as we always seem to, for something more. Restlessness stirs, and I feel my feet moving beneath me - subconsciously deciding where to run to now. I yearn for the day when I no longer feel like running, the day when everything is just as right as it can be. The sun always reassures me that one day, it will come. I'm coming out of hibernation, I'm coming headstrong to tackle the demons who spent the winter nesting here. Time to clear out cobwebs and dust out the attic... time to make space for me, again.