There is this needy 2 year old inside of me that is begging for attention. She wants to be cuddled, fed, pampered, bathed and put to sleep in a warm safe place. She is so nagging, so needy - she really quite bother's me actually. I try not to give into her too often, but sometimes that's all I need... someone to take care of me. I spend my days (and most of my nights) tending, taking care of others, preparing, tidying... sometimes all little 2 year old Katie needs is someone else to take the reigns and take care of ME. I hate feeling needy, and I especially hate relying on anyone else for that... I just don't know how to voice it. I get so lost in my own naive insecurity when it comes to asking for anything.. and I still haven't sniffed out an effective coping mechanism for it. Live and learn, so they say.