and away we go

The feeling of being wrapped inside you is a comfort I have never found before. There is a security there, that nothing else provides me with - a warmth, protection, happiness. I would always wake with a smile if every night we could fall asleep that way - legs entangled, arms folded in between one another and belly to belly. I just lay there, following the rhythm of your breathing and let it softly lull me to where ever you already are. I dream of you almost nightly, and there is something so surreal about waking up tangled into someone you were just visiting in your dreams. It's almost not real for the first few moments as I sleepily open my eyes and adjust to my surroundings. There you are, in the flesh - warm mouth awaiting my kiss, soft hands up against my belly. There is nothing sweeter than waking up beside you and holding you close. It gives me a faith in the future that I can't seem to find anywhere else. I feel swollen, and unnerved - but anxiously excited and beautiful all at the same time. We are so unbelievably crazy, sometimes it astounds me - but mostly I just love it.