Oh eyes like wild flowers within demons of change

So simple, isn't it? To have me react, when you know my soft spots and
weaknesses. Vulnerability is not something I ever got on well with. My whole heart ache's, knowing that once again ignorance rules the actions that could so quickly rip apart my world. It's a sharp knife, and it cut deep this time. Despite my best efforts to let it roll off my shoulders, I felt as if I'd been sucker punched. So when you tell me that I have put myself above the well-being of my children, I will fight back. For I know what is true, what is right and just. As if I had to doubt it, my army stood at my side - not willing to back down... knowing this time, I was not going to falter. I meant it when I told you if you try and hold me down, I'll only get up quicker. I put everything I have into these three humans, and I will never back down from that duty. My love, my world, my life - you cannot bring me down, for long. Momentarily, I let my guard down. Momentarily, I let the hurt trickle down deep. Momentarily, I wondered if I could forgive it this time. Lesson's learned from mistakes made - holding my head up.