fool.

talk is cheap. like a fool, I am pulled under by the current and held there without hope. I want to be proven wrong.. want so badly to look back and wonder why I ever doubted it. but like a fool, I let the words soothe my broken mind. I let it swallow me, encase me - render me helpless to the love I believe you once held. Im so full of misery, it feels like I really am drowning. any false hopes just sends me spiraling - so how do I stop the false hopes from rolling in without cutting you out, altogether? You'll keep me here, suspended in thin air. I can't breathe, I can't sleep, eat, think. So many cant's that I wonder what I can. I miss the sun, the force it puts behind me - the strength it gives me, the reminder that there will be better days than this. My mind is so full, my heart is so sore - and like a fool, I take the sharp sting of temporary hope.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8MJio3s2wFI&list=FLoxe3Yc5_jovNxeQ9nA1oDA&index=3&feature=plpp_video